Absence makes the heart grow fonder!

Such a true statement! I couldn't say this earlier in the week because of my freakish belief that someone could locate me LOL. Nick has been out of town all week and he is coming home today. It has only been 5 days since I have seen him but it seems like forever. It is so funny how in my first marriage I used to beg my X to go out, get on a bowling league or have a drink with your friends after work LOL just to get him out of my freggen hair. It was much more peaceful in our home without him. In my marriage now it is the opposite. It is not because I need him to do things for me or anything like that. I am pretty self-sufficient. I miss him because our house is out of balance without him. The kids seem to be a little weird when he is gone too. I just miss him! I miss his smell, kisses and him sleeping next to me at night. The smell thing might sound kinda weird but everyone has their own smell and I love to kiss his face, feel his cheek on my lips and smell him. He has been in Chicago for work. He had a pretty intense week planned for him. He had a big presentation to do yesterday and was very nervous. He texted me to tell me he was nervous. Before bed every night I put my hand on his chest, close my eyes and just lay still for a minute to give him all my love. So yesterday when he said he was nervous I did just that via a text. I seriously closed my eyes to give him love and good luck. I could feel myself giving it to him and he texted back that yes he felt it! I got tears in my eyes at work because what a wonderful thing to feel his presence in me when he is not even near me. I love this man with all my being! He did great during his presentation and said to me that until I texted him that he was very nervous but after that he did it and got 2nd place for his presentation. I think it is just amazing how much support we are to each other. He just now called me and I answered and heard "hello dollface"! Just love him and can't wait to go to sleep with him tonight!

The flip side is I totally enjoyed my kids during the time he was gone. Marco always says when he is out of town it feels like the old days when it was just us. It gives us time alone which is nice. Last night we had a pj party in my bedroom and the twins slept on the floor. Dominic would not be caught dead sleeping on my floor LOL. Something we used to do alot when I was single.

The weather is shitty and I don't care today because my husband is coming home.

I hope everyone has a good day!