I don't know how to write this without it sounding full of myself! I am so not full of myself at all. I am confident outwardly but no so confident on the inside. I just go with it for the most part. I recently go transferred to another store with alot more people working there. I am used to being a one woman show or two woman at the most in the office. This was a change for me to say the least. I have alot more people I am responsible for. Ya know we are our own best critics or should I say worst critics. I can look in the mirror at myself and see a 100 things that I hate. While my husband can look at me and think I am so HOT! I don't get that at all. I try to take care of myself for the most part but I am far from perfect. I look in the mirror and see FAT... he looks at me and says how skinny I am. Obviously, we have such different takes on me. The one thing that I am secure with is respecting myself and others. I try to teach by example in any place be it work or home. I guess you never know the impact you have on other people. I am a very likeable person because I am very outspoken , full of energy and fun. I love fashion, love my hair done and my nails done. I don't do this for anyone else but myself. It is ME! It is the things I enjoy in life. I like getting up in the morning thinking of what I am gonna wear that day. When I started at this store there is another lady in the office and she is about 6 or so years older than me. We are supposed to dress up for work. I am guilty sometimes of wearing nice jeans with a sweater but I normally dress up. The lady at work was wearing hoodies and I never said anything to her I would just show up each day dressed up. Without me saying a word she said one day "I gotta go shopping so I can look as nice as you do each day" I was shocked that she would even think that... like I said I am just ME! I don't even do it for that reason it is just what I like. I got to thinking about what she said and I have heard things before from my friends like: I do it just like you do or I want my hair just like yours. I still don't get it. I look at me and just see me. It just goes to show you... you never know what kind of impact you have on people. Just a little something I was thinking of today. Thought I would share.
I just found out yesterday that Nick and I are going to Vegas in May for a work convention for him. I am sooooo excited I have never been to Vegas so I keep walking around the house saying me, you and Vegas baby!!!! His reply to me is what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas LOL. I can't wait to go!
The weather here this week has been great almost hitting the 60's! Bring Spring on! I hope everyone enjoys their weekend.
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