A little bit about me

I will be 42 in a few weeks. Yikes ... I don't feel that old at all! It is amazing to me that time goes by so fast. I feel like just yesterday I was like 20!

I will give you a little background on me. I am the baby of the family I only have 1 older sister. My parents divorced when I was 5. My dad remarried when I was 10 and my did when I was 15. I had a wonderful sted dad that passed away in 1998. My step mom well she was ok. I was very close with both my parents. Family is very important to me. I got married when I was 23 and had my first son when I was 24, then twins when I was 27. I stayed home with my kids for 10 years. I really was not a big fan of staying home. There was never any time for me. Unfortunately, I got divorced in 2000. My twins were 7 and my oldest was 10. That was a huge adjustment for me! I bought a house, bought a car, got a full time job and worked my ass off. My mom was wonderful during that time she always had my back. She had a stroke in September 2003 that left her paralyzed on her left side and in a nursing home still. It breaks my heart still! I just learned that there is nothing I can do about it tho but be there for her. My dad got diagnosed with cancer 6 months after my mom had her stroked and died just 3 short weeks after diagnosis at age 62. All thru my life I sometimes would wonder what would I do if something happened to my parents? Well I had to face both of them within such a short time. It pretty much freggen sucked. I truly believe that God sends us what we need at certain tough times in our lives. I worked with my now husband at the time and he was there for me as a friend thruout that and we feel in love with each other too! He is the most wonderful man! He is my buddy, lover, best friend and husband all in one. You could not ask for better. We got married in June 2005.

So now I find myself turing 42 soon and trying to rediscover a new type of life with teenagers. I still feel the need to hurry home after work to cook dinner and then nobody is home to eat. Try to plan things to do with them is crazy because they always have something going on. It is good in a way but heartbreaking in another way. So I have more time to exercise, get my nails done, watch a movie or just do nothing. It is nice just has not bee the norm for a long time. It takes some adjusting .... not that I am not enjoying it tho! Dom my oldest has his license, a car and a girlfriend so I get a glimpse of him coming in the door to his room. I am always asking him what ya doing? OMG the other day he told me he was going to the Mall.... I was like WHAT???? He hates the Mall but he was taking his girlfriend LOL. My twins Marco and Sarah they are home alot more and I get to spend alot more time with them the only thing is their friends think they live here and that is no joke.

As I posted earlier I am not feeling all that great at all! Have you ever felt so bad that you couldn't sleep..... makes no sense to me. I am listening to my husband snore and I am so jealous right now. I am gonna go try to sleep tho cuz I feel like total SHIT!

Kelly