Forgetful

I had a post all planned for today and I simply cannot remember it LOL. It drives me crazy sometimes how forgetful I can be. I never used to be this way. It seems that in the last few years I am forgetful. I read that hormones can do that. Damn, is there anything hormones can't do? I mean geez! At my age everything is blamed on hormones LOL.

I do have alot going on in my mind today tho. First off is my sister. I know I have explained before about how our relationship has been since her divorce. We used to be extremely close and do almost everything together. I miss that time. I know the kids get older and things change and I totally understand that. The thing is she now lives 3 hours away from me and that really isn't that far but I cannot stand her boyfriend so I won't go there nor have I been invited there. She is getting married July 10th and I will be there but I am not happy about it. She claims she is happy but I just don't see it. I just miss the ways things used to be. I feel like I can't even talk to her anymore because everything I say she has a snarky attitude back to me. Yesterday at work she texted me and we were talking. I had just got the results from my mamogram and chest x-ray and they were good. I shared these with her because I know she has not been to the drs in like 5 years. I then said have you got a mamogram because she has breast implants and she said no. She has never had one. I just told her she should go and get one. Then the snarkyness came out. Her response to me was I am an adult and I don't need lectures. Ok I was fine with that so I changed the subject to her wedding and was asking questions like is everything done. Then the snarkyness continued with anymore questions you have to ask. I said no. She said I am tired of playing the questions game. So I just quit texting her. Then last night she sent me a text saying she is sorry and work is rough. Ok I understand that but it is every conversation we have she gets snarky with me and I am just sick of it. I did not even respond to her text last night. This morning she texted me and asked if I got it. I said yes but didn't feel it required a response. I am just done with the BS and I am not sure how to handle it anymore. Whenever we get into an argument I am always the reason why she is the way she is like it is my fault. She always goes back to our childhood. I am the baby and my mom babied me a ton but that is not my fault. I just don't know how that can be the issues we have today and why it didn't come out earlier. Does anyone have a similiar situation like this? If so, how do you handle it?

My best friend Colleen found out a few days ago that her dad only has 6 months to a year to live he has been battling lung cancer for a year now. I feel bad for her and told her that there is really nothing I can say to make it better other than I am here for her. I almost feel like she is more my sister than my sister.

This post is all over the place today because my ADD is kicking in high gear lol. American Idol was great this week. Last night Carrie Underwood sang with Randy Travis and she is AMAZING! I love her but WTH is up with Randy Travis. He didn't even sound good.

I am gonna leave you with some pictures of my favorite nieces. I love these girls!

These are my sisters girls. It is funny because we
all have my mom's nose. Can you see it with them

and then me. We all have the same exact nose!

Nick and I with my oldest niece.

Me and my girl. It is hard to believe she is 22.