Fathers Day

Today is a bad day for me. I was so excited to go to church today because we have not been there in 2 weeks because of the graduation and the party. Church always lifts me up. Today at church of course the subject was fathers. I was doing good until the end when a man got up and read a letter he wrote to his dad. It started out with the phone call he just got from his dad saying he had cancer. Then the tears started and I just could not stop crying. I had no kleenex because I was not expecting to cry like that. We were walking out to the car and I was trying to keep it together but the tears just came flowing. After we went to lunch I finally started to calm down. I think of him daily most of the time without tears just a smile. I am proud to be his daughter and I am proud that he is my dad. I have so many great memories and that is what gets me thru. I always remember him telling me "hunny I am always gonna be with you" I carry that thought with my everyday. I just miss him!