I am stills struggling with my sisters wedding. Why is it that some people are able to just cut someone out of their life and be fine with it. I am not FINE with it. I am a work in progress. Unfortunately, if ever she wants to have a relationship with me I don't think I can ever do that. The hurt I have is so raw that I know in time it will heal. I am still in the process of forgiving her but that takes time. I just don't think I can ever trust her again. Trust is the biggest part of a relationship and if you don't have it you can't have a relationship. I guess time will tell. I just wish I could get the thoughts out of my mind. I say every morning when I get up that I am not going to think about it... and at one point during the day or several for that mattter I think about it. I am putting my best foot forward and trying to not think about it. Think about the things that matter the most MY FAMILY!
We went out last night with the Chevelle to a car show. There were almost 100 cars there and it was fun until... this guy that was sitting in a chair in front of me cross his legs and he stuff was hanging out of his shorts. He was in his late 60's. I was tramatized. I told Nick OMG I look and then I said is my face red? Yes it was! Seriously, wear smaller underware so that don't happen LOL.
It is beautiful out today I hope everyone enjoys their day!
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