the day

I am sitting here this morning and everyone is still sleeping or should I say snoring. I am gonna wake Nick up in a minute to see if he wants to go to church with me. Then later in the afternoon we are off to the funeral home for Colleen's mom. I am so sad for her. I remember when my dad died I didn't even want to go and I kept saying I was wearing my big sweatshirt and jeans because that is the way I felt. I got dressed up and put my semi-happy face on and got thru it. I think that is what you do when someone close to you passes. I know everyone has good intentions by saying things like I am so sorry. It just does not seem to matter. I have learned to say there is nothing I can say to you to make you feel better. It is that simple. So today I will be there for my BFF and hope that God shines his grace and mercy down on her to get her thru the day :)